So, two whole weeks have gone by in relative isolation…

I put makeup on for you

I’m doing okay. How are you holding up? I was pretty isolated while going through chemo, and later, when I struggled for 18 months with my small bowel obstruction and had to be hospitalized again, and again. I’ve kind of gotten used to just being in my own head and making it my playground. Plus, I have the internet, and all its joys and diversions.

But most people are much, much more social than I, and I can imagine you’re going a bit stir crazy right now. I actually love being at home and just hanging out, but that’s not what the majority of people enjoy.

I’ve always been this way. Isolated. In my mind-space in some way. Wanting to be more connected, but feeling I need to have the distance from people in order to feel “right” with my energies. Therefore, I have boundless imagination. Nothing is beyond my ken, so far. I mean, I have yet to be introduced to a concept that is totally beyond my ability to conceive it as a reality in any way.

Oh, sure there are some things where I shake my head and say to myself, “Why?!” Like, killing a person for their money. I know it happens all the time, but how can a person love money so much that they can live with themselves after committing such a disgusting act is hard for me to wrap my head around. Maybe that means it will happen to me some day. HA!

But when you start talking about science experiments, metaphysics, things taking place in the weird realm…I am totally down for it all. The more the better.

Let me know in the comments: HOW ARE YOU? I’d really like to know. Just because I’m an introvert, doesn’t mean I don’t care. I care very much. I just lose energy very quickly when I’m around people.

Published by auryaun

mystic • empath • musician • warrior • friend

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